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January 14 FEEL IT !its already 2007 , iv started working on IDEAS and at this stage it all comes down to how im gonna put everything together , iv been prepared , i guess 2007 should be the moment to present all those things and ME ,,,
for a very long time , i was intoxicated with so many ideas , id have so many ideas like every few days , it was really frustrating when i found myself keeping putting those ideas on hold for some reason . and the feeling sucks , it sucks to feel empty , you know you wake up on monday with a brilliant idea and you are really thrilled by that , then you will tell u friend on Wed , then you will have another idea on thursday in shower , one week later , another idea just fly in ! geez , im really good , good at coming up with ideas and SUCK , STINK at getting them moving , im sick and tired of this shit , does it sound like YOU ? we are so used to staying where we are , we feel so comfortable being the person we have always been , change, no matter how big or how small it is , its unacceptable even though there are lots of changes we have always wanted to make and there are tons of ideas we have been intoxicated with ,,, you know what , im really fed up with the fact that i havnt made little money with those ideas , wat the hell is wrong with me ,,shit , ideas by themselves dont make us any money , we need to TAKE ACTIONS on them and SEE them THRU , wat am i afraid of ? what about u ? iv ever heard ppl say change is the scariest thing in the whole world cos the time we decide to change is the time we decide to give up something we have already got in exchange for something we are not sure of , it makes sense to me , we are just human right ? who wants that ? but i really need to ask myself another question , how will i feel about being in the same place one yr from now , two yrs from now ? or a couple of yrs from now ??? really ,,,FEEL IT ,,,dude , im not excited and i dont think i will be for any reason by then , i feel the opposite , i feel scared and i feel unfullfilled , fuck , i cant keep procrastinating , procrastination is like a dream destroyer , its like a HUGE bomb violently exploding on all of my BRILLIANT (i really start to love this word :) ideas , after the explosion , all thats left is regrets , and the feel is like an internal earthquake that always leaves me feeling empty and SICK ,,,i hate it , i need to SHAKE the fucking big bad wolf procrastination and its stupid , bad bad sister "scatteredness" ,,,i hate being all over the place , 2007 is the time for me to STEP UP , STEP UP TONY,,,TO TAKE ACTION , TO SHINE !!!
if there is any change that you said you would make but you havnt done anything about it , trust me , dont go down that "procrastination" road , it simply sucks and nothing will happen down that road , iv been there and it only leads to frustration ... it reallly SUCK ,,, is there a stronger word to describe the feeling ??? ,,,yeah , it really sucks A BIG TIME !!!
days ago , i got a letter from a friend that iv not seen for a long time , she said her new yrs resolution is to quit smoking ... kudos to her , iv always felt that it doenst matter how small our goal is , its something we commite to do then just do it , dont let anything intrude on this , its our own commitement , dont let anything or anybody just step on it ,,,thats why i strongly suggest , if you got a friend around who wants to do something postive , to make a postive change , be supporitive just by saying ,,i believe you can do it , just stick with it and im really proud of you !!! instead of saying shit like , are u kidding me ? u gotta be joking ? gee ,i dont think you can do that or id suck ur dick if you could do that (im kidding :)) ,,,but you know its kinda true in our lives , ppl say that , and ppl really can be irresponsibly negative ,,,its really bad , cut it out ... run from NEGATIVENESS ...
i trust everybody like i do myself , each of us is special , im unique , im good , im talented and im really ,,,really gonna accomplish something spectacular :) hehehhhehehehehehe,am i ??? YES,,,tony,,,,you are ,,,DEFINITELY !!!
id like to thank all those ppl , my deer friends , who have always been supportive of whatever im doing and thinking , even though most of the time they just sit there listening to my ideas and sharing the excitement with me , they are just angels to me , thank u guys !!! i will share all the credit with u guys once i get there ...let me see , how about take u guys to travel around the world , im gonna foot the entire bill ,,,dude , its nothing la ,,,:)
its sunday ,,cold , freaking cold with this shitty ac ,,, id like to hit the gym this afternoon ,,do some run , speaking of which , let me tell u guys this , gym is the only place left in the whole world where women OUTNUMBER men ,,,maybe i shouldnt have shared this info with u guys , haha , cos gym is gonna be swarming with guys , cant wait ? haha ,,, and tons of pretty chicks , but i just hit the gym ,slip into my ugly sporting pants tshirt, do the run , get changed and leave ,,,:) seriously , it really feels awesome after sweating like crazy , its one of the most amazing feelings i have , i like it !
its a new yr guys , work out , cos it helps live a little bit longer , does it ? haha
its a new yr ,jump start it by doing something , id love to see ppl succeed ,id love to share the excitement , the passion all the positive emotions and feelings , it makes me feel the world is a much better place to live in , it makes me wanna FLY ,,, lets ROCK-n-ROLL , FEEL it , its amazing ,
we CAN stay where we are right now or we ALSO CAN do something , make ur own choice , iv done mine
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January 11 a little voice 2What is my passion? fuck it , im really sick and tired of asking this stupid question , What is it that I have always wanted to do?
I was frustrated and scared of being average , because being average SUCKS !
I decided to find and share my “VOICE” from deep down inside …I want to get out the voice inside me that has been telling me that I can do it and gently reminding me im very unique and special , and I was born to do something GREAT that nobody else could do , doing it that’s the problem , the world is waiting J
Right now , im working on the place of my dream where I can talk about my this a little voice inside me .
I know YOU also have this little voice nagging inside , maybe you are too busy to listen to it , maybe the whole world seems to be so noisy and hustling that you can hardly hear it or the little VOICE has never actually been taken seriously because you are just a skeptic and you don’t believe you can actually GET what you want , you just choose to settle for mediocrity like I did ? or like everybody does out there ? believe me , you are better than that and you deserve way more and better than that , I know its very natural and human to be feeling that way. Which is totally understandable because we all have a reality to DEAL , we all seem to have a boss hanging around our shoulder and tons of bills to pay at the end of each month , we all seem to be trying REALLY hard to stay above water financially . no doubt about it , but CAN we make a little positive change ? just a little ? have you ever thought about being the kind of person who gets to work whenever he wants and wherever he wants ? im sure you have. And im also convinced you will agree with the fact that the majority of those around us who make a whole lot MORE money than we do works a whole lot LESS hours than we do. WHY? I don’t know why , maybe its just because most of us have been trained to be like a goody goody employee or follower rather than a creator who has belief in himself.
There has gotta be something you have always wanted to do , please find it and share it , what does your little voice keep telling you to do ? just do it like NIKE says , everything will just work out , miracle will happen , but it only happens when this little voice MARRIES ACTION … sooner rather than later !!
If you are looking for a little motivation , inspiration and support , you will find it here and id also like to invite you to SHARE with us what you are good at , it doesn’t hurt ! If you find yourself indecisive or procrastinating, just tell yourself this one “I don’t have to get it RIGHT, i just need to get it GOING” …
it is ACTION that seperates those who live the life of dream from those who dream about the life...
Ok … guys; let’s get the ball rolling …J January 10 a little voicehey , guys , thanks for visiting my space a lot more than i do myself ,which is kinda insulting on my own part , i was intent on restarting writing stuff on here , iv just been procrastinating , iv got tons of things going on and need to get them together , which makes writing stuff here not necessarily foremost for me at the moment ,
its 2007 , can u believe that ? i cant believe another year has just passed and now im living in 2007, time really flies , doest it , the beginning of each yr is indeed a good time for each of us to stop for a while , to take a look back on 2006 and reflect on those things we should have done , we shouldnt have done , we could have done better or differently...and look ahead of 2007 , what is it that we say we have always wanted to do but yet havnt acted on ? what is the new yrs intention , what changes , that we decide to make ? its really a good time to ask myself where im at with my life and where am i going and where am i gonna end up ,,, are u happy with where you are at , if you are , wat actions you are gonna take to stay on track , if you are not , what moves you are gonna make to turn things around , ppl seem to be always freaking busy to do thinking like these right ? haha , are u one of those ppl ? do u wanna stop being one of them ?
couple of days ago , i heard someone say the reason that the majority of us settle for mediocrity is cos we are LAZY !!!
its kinda cliche but it really blows my mind , i thought to myself , am i lazy ? am i scattered ? am i really on track ? am i really procrastinating or am i just busy looking for excuses to procrastinate , i guess im kinda ,,, even though im postive , i act postive and i sound postive , but there are times that i do feel that way and i hate it and i feel frustrated when i feel like a failure who nevers gets anything serious accoplished , i personally dont like those who CAN really talk and talk ,,,talk , we can talk about a good idea even just an idea we have until we are blue in the face, wat happens afterwards ? the passion will wear off and die down instantly ? nothing else will happen , we talk , never WALK !!!
now its the time for me to SHINE , its the moment , its the time , time will never be right if you have been waiting for the right time , time will never stop ,
its been my dream to create a platform that can postively impact people's lives , sounds kinda big , i know its huge , and i also know it will be achieved , there is a reality i need to take care of at the same time , this is life , i dont wanna comprimise my dream by putting all my time into making a living , cos i wanna create a life , that earns me freedom and money and aligns with my highest calling and value ,,,
i m working on it ,,,
happy new yr ,,,
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