Im thrilled cos I feel like I just found out the most compelling and cliché way to market my business .

It took me years to find my passion and I just turned it into a business, but which is just a first step to my goal , my goal is to grow my business and make it profitable . I know making a profit is the bottom line of any business , otherwise there is no point of working our ass off . Im not in denial , im one of those who have been struggling with the idea of how to make money faster and more and more …

Iv been thinking really hard to come up with different ways to grow my business , what do I have at the moment , if money was not a concern , I might not be sitting here racking my brains. I know there’s gotta be more to growing my business than using lots of money to promote it. There’s gotta be a better way. Then I just felt like I found it! Which is OVER DELIVER, in other words, it is my strong and sincere willingness and desire to go the extra mile by creating and sharing more value with my prospects .

I know the most of the world (most of my competition) tends to be focused on short term gratification, to me , this is not the way, I don’t have as much money and manpower as they do to do the same , besides , this is the bad way I disagree with big time in terms of growing any business , cos without a doubt its not gonna go a long way. i like to go the opposite way , I like the idea of over delivering my service and value to my prospects and clients . if owning my own business means becoming a sell out without having to stick up for my own principles , id rather give up !

 

it really sucks to get stuck with something you are fed up with like the unfullfilling job u really hate , you hate it but you cant get unstuck with it , why , cos it brings in money that keeps your head above water , i know what its like , it sucks !

 

iv been feeling kinda scattered AGAIN ,  its been couple of months since i started working on my new adventure , everything is almost done and now im kinda having problems going ahead with it , i know i need to move into action rather than thinking which is the best strategy to go with , i know i need to get off my ass and go out there and kick some butt , but my lack of courage sort of gets in the way , i really hate it , i feel like im stuck with the fear of being rejected or judged , i just cant get free,,, i know its actually normal to feel that way , but i also know i just cant let it stand in the way , i need to break out of it and rock-n-roll with my thing , i need to follow thru with my business , i need to be convinced that this is the moment for me to shine. iv been keeping saying this like million times , i hate being average , i dont accept it , i cant accept it , i wont accept it , i wont accept me being average , cos being average sucks , i m in desperate need of the kinda momentum that can propell me to accomplish something . i cant wait to go on the journey from being ordianary to being extraordinary , and without a doubt , action is the only road to success .

procrastination and lack of follow thru , lack of focus is the fucking mental gremlins i need to destroy , cos they have been destroying me , they have been standing in my way , the longer i wait , the more powerful they become , i cant let it walk all over me , i cant let it step on my dreams , i cant let it crush my dreams , i need to DESTROY it , whats the way ? ACTION ACTION ACTION ,,,the most powerful weapon to DESTROY them .

 

i know iv been saying encouraging words to my students , to myself , i know it works most of the time , i know everybody needs pumping up from time to time , myself included , i wish i had the motivation , enough physical and mental stamina to take my business to another level where i will feel fullfilled , i know im fed up with myself making excuses , im really starting to hate myself spinning my fucking wheels , i need to make the call , i need to get going with my business , i cant wait in the hopes that all of sudden i will have whatever it takes to get things accomplished overnight miraculously , iv been told its not gonna happen that way , i know im just an ordinary person like everybody else , but i wanna and i need to do something that can take me outta my comfort zone , which is the only way and the fast way to build and grow myself , i know it , i know this is the fact i need to face if my life is all about growing up as opposed to growing old.

 

at times its really difficult for us to STRETCH ourselves , we tend to and like to think about our dreams and purposes , we love to fantasize about it , we love to talk about it , but we hate to act on it . then i keep asking myself whats holding me back from taking the right actions that will bring in a different level of income , what is it that im afraid of .

the fear of rejection , the fear of judgement , the fear of unknown , all these fears have haunted me for a long time , i need to stand up and STOP them by taking action.

 

i vowed i would follow the golden principle that has helped millions of people to make the positive difference , the one id also like to share with all of my friends here , read this out loud ,,,you dont have to get it right , you just need to get it going ! YES , read this again ! feel the power that allows us to TAKE ACTON , which means changes , postive ones:)

 

i believe i can fly ,  but action is the only thing that can make it happen

 

you dont have to get it right , you just need to get it going !  INCREDIBLY POWFUL

 

Tony,

let me ask u this

 

do u love urself ? if you do , why do u allow urself to be stuck in a rut and do nothing about it ?

 

do u hate urself ? if u didnt , why would u let urself be stuck in a job that you are fed up with ?

 

do u hate ur boss ? if you do , why do you have to stick a phony smile on ur face in front of him ?

 

people dont seem to give a shit about themselves .....take a realistic look at ourselves and think about it

 

gee,,,, im kinda right about this shit ,  the shit that people dont give a shit about :)

 

 

i know what happened in the states was horrible and disturing , but u know what , it doenst surprised me that much , at least i was not like in shock , this guy seemed kinda nice and he was considered very very quiet and kinda distant ,his classmates said that they had never actually heard him say a word , nobody would have expected that he would do such a terrbible shit for no particular reason , and they all wondered what exactly was it that set him off ...

 

wat was more shocking is couple of days after the shooting rampage , CNN received a manifesto package that contained lots of this guys pics and videos and writings which indicated that he had planned on doing this for a while and it delievered lots of hatre , he said he was doing this not for himself , he considered it a good deed instead ,,, hehe , wat a psycho . 

 

watever ,  i do feel sorry for those killed , they were innocent , im not defending himself , if i was , id be killed immediately , or at least id end up with eggs on my face , but the thing is is he the only one to blame ? i dont think so , had he had more friends , or had his classmates or roomies cared more about him , he might not have done such a terrbile thing , cos he might hvae found a way or something to get all of his indignation off his chest , and if gun was outlawed in the states , none of this would have happened , there are many pics of him showing his guns and knives that he took himself before the nightmare , i was thinking where he got those things while looking at those pics , and did this make the gun store owner suspicious of his intention of buying those stuff ? or was the owner at least curious about a college student buying shit like that ?  from this standpoint of view , there are more than one person who shoud be to blame ,

 

there is another thing i will never ever believe ,after wat happened , i guess many of us would assume that the US government would definitely beef up the school security by putting more strict restrictions on gun purchase , but wat they did was the opposite , they make it compulsory for schools to possess guns in case things like this happen again !!!

i dont understand their freaking crazy thinking , haha , its really ridiculous ,,,

 

he was just like one of us , he was quiet and kinda erratic , wat propelled him to pulled the trigger and gunned down more than 30 people ,  he must have had many unresolved issues or anger towards those rich people , those shallow , rich hedonists that he looked down upon in his eyes , he hated them and got nowhere to vent , he hated them to the point where he went off the deep end and killed them and himself , he compared himself to God who saves and protects people .

 

i dont know , he was terrible , but i still believe if he had had chances or ways to vent in a less aggressive way , he wouldnt have done that ,

 

here is the lesson i learned from this tragedy , never never repress ur anger , the longer u repress , the more powerful it can become , once this kinda emotion is triggered , it can be damaging like the shooting rampage ,,,we need positive and right ways to disengage emotionally , :) , its funny that im starting to worry about those wage slaves who always say shit like im realy starting to find my job more and more stressful , to the point where i just wanna run away ,,,just kidding , u know what that killer said in one of his notes , he said , he could have fled , but he didnt wanna do this any more , cos he was sick and tired of running away , he thought it was the time to face it resolutely , it was the time to get back at those who caused him great pain , he SHOT them !

 

never mind , just talking out of my ass , no point to be made here :)

 

if u got ur unresoved anger , go vent it in an appropriate way that doesnt get ppl hurt

if u are going thru some emotional crisis , go hit a bar and hit on other girls if it helps

if you are broke , go rob rich ppl and kill THEM if necessary , but dont hurt inncoent and poor ones

if you are lost , then put ur fucking anger and frustraion in ur journal like wat im doing now :)

if you are finding urself talking nonsense , a psychiatric hospital is strongly recommended ):

if you are in desperate need of killing ppl , u should go to america , cos they sell STUFF that kills people

if u think u dont have democracy , u should go to america, cos their schools have guns to protect u

if you think ur life cant stop fucking with u , my suggestion is to find a friend that you can talk to instead of SHOOTING

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we need to vent constantly , otherwise shooting never stops !